Thank you all, Christmas spirit is here, it is obvious ! Avast! forums are glowing !
I remember (it was like yesterday) when Vlk (Ondrej) has posted his baby's photos and everybody gathered in here to express their feelings and wows... it was soooo nice, it was incredible how many people responded to his thread in such a short period of time... so much love and understanding.
Yes, it is a great feeling, this is something I simply can't express with words... even when I have to change diapers and clean that sweet little bum, nothing is too difficult, nothing can be compared to the amount of love we have for her.
@Judith - Yes Judith... women DO deserve everything the best for everything they do... and I don't have to go further than this - They deserve those medals simply for their existence and allowing us men to enjoy their presence and even for just being a part of their lives.
When I looked at my wife's eyes when she was having those contractions, I saw something incredible... I saw much deeper in her soul even though there is no one out there that knows her better than me... last 11 years together was incredible and every single day spent with my precious wife is a God's bless for me. She was looking at me praying that everything will be ok and it looked like she was asking me to help her somehow, because I understand that it's a huge pain she had to go through... and worst of all, no one could have helped her, she just had to go through everything by herself... I was there just holding her hand and kissing her all the time. I wiped those tears, cleaned her face, and looking back at her trying to give her some more power hoping for a miracle... and she was so peaceful and quiet, not a single scream... She knew that I was there not being able to do much more than that, I was able to help just so much, but still I am sure she's got some extra power from me to go through everything and deliver this little angel... at least that's what she said.
This was a true miracle, real Christmas baby, the best Christmas present ever. We named her Jessica, and in Hebrew it means "God's grace"... we didn't even know that before, it just sounded so nice and we always wanted our child to have that name. True miracle...
I LOVE YOU ALL !
Enjoy these wonderful holidays people !
Sasha